Currently Listening Lifted or The Story Is in the Soil, Keep Your Ear to the Ground By Bright Eyes see related

Fear Can Get The Best Of You, & It Sure Gets The Best Of Me

Okay,

So I've decided...I'm going to start using Xanga again. I couldn't resist. I'm a Xanga nerd, I miss blogging and writing about random stuff, weather it be serious or just...whatever. I don't really blog on myspace and Xanga seems to be more catered to that. But anywho. I'm back together with...well. He doesnt like his real name used.

???

So.... I will call him..... Rialto.

That's weird but whatever.

But I'm back with Rialto and I'm happier than ever. Just really, really, really scared because I love him so much and I really want it to work out this time. I don't want anything to come between us. I don't know how much more hurt in this life I can take. I mean I'm only 19 and I've been through so much love, loss, trauma and pain.

Have you ever been so sure about someone and so unsure about yourself and whats around you at the same time?

Currently Listening American IV: The Man Comes Around By Johnny Cash see related

~*Lies, Betrayals, and Broken Promises I knew You Could Never Keep*~

No one has any decency...No one ever really has...but its an excuse to say that its human nature. We all have a choice to act a certain way and treat people a certain way. I don't know why some people constantly walk all over other people-especially when its people who really care about them and have always been there for them. I don't know why some peolple have to be so selfish as to never take into account about wheather or not what they are doing is hurting someone else. Its amazing how much people DON'T care. I've never been anything but loya.l, but somehow its amazing how people will- time after time after the millionth time lie to your face...through their teeth, and think your not gonna know the difference. I think they know the difference...they just want to give the the benefit of the doub.t why some people put up with it I dont know but I've been one of them. its Tiring and hurtful, but when they keep doing it...after a while you become used to it...sadly. What other people do to you isnt your fault...what you do to other people and how you treat them is...I think its funny how someones thinks they will be able to hurt someone forever and ever and constantly, and than when it gets to a certain point and the person is tired of it they just give up and they leave the person or thing thats hurt them...they come crying and begging them to come back because they knew they were wrong and they knew that they hurt that person and have finally realized that, that person was a really good friend and would've always been for them. OR...they don't, and they don't admit their wrongs...and maybe not to you and not even themselves...but the guilty will eventually overcome them and thats what will kill them in the end.

Currently Listening Two Conversations By The Appleseed Cast see related

Maybe anyone who dares should give me several reasons why I shouldn't close my xanga page down.

Danielle

Currently Listening I'm Wide Awake, It's Morning By Bright Eyes see related

Went to Jasmin's...

We have another play date this weekend.

I have another play date with someone else later on this coming week. Last appointment of getting my braces tightened, than they'll be off. After that...im heading straight to get my monroe on...

I love Jasmin.

And Rigby is my new love...but not like my friend Rocky.

I hope we get trashed.

Xanga is getting super boring.

Turkey Sandwiches, now I feel like I need to throw up...........

         "God Danielle, what the hell are you flipping crazy?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!"

Yes, yes as a matter of fact I am crazy, but not insane.